23
I got a call at the office around 11:00 that our burglar alarm was going off, but Mom was about half an hour away, Dad was golfing, and that left me. So I dropped what I was doing and drove home to meet with a nice police officer and our good friend-neighbor who is our “backup” for the alarm. By then, the alarm was silent, the officer had walked around the property to check for problems . . . and questioned the landscapers who were here to mow the lawn, because, I suppose, they theoretically could have been thieves, right?

I said thank you to both, they left, and I came inside to see how Chappy was doing. (“The bells! The bells!”) He was very glad to see me and was panting a bit . . . obviously, he’d been busy. Although, doing what, we’re not sure–the policeman said he hadn’t heard any barking which is totally unlike Chappy. I wonder if he was hiding under a pillow somewhere, praying for the scary noise to stop? Anyway, I petted him and then called Mom’s cell to tell her everything was fine, and she told me she was on her way home, and to wait for her . . . Um, okay. She was a little upset . . . in fact, I’m not sure who was more unhappy about the whole thing, her or Chappy. But, really, everything was fine–it was an internal sensor that set everything off and the only one in the house was Chappy, as it should be, but it made for an interesting morning.
So, what ELSE has been going on here today? Well, I’m glad you asked! I got a rejection back to one of the queries I sent out last week. That . . . because I checked my files . . . makes 23 rejections. I started sending this book out in January 1999 (yes, eight years ago). I sent it out many times up until late summer that year, when I obviously got very discouraged, because I didn’t send it out again until 2003. A brief flurry, then . . . that’s it until last week.
Because, of course, rejection isn’t exactly fun. You can tell yourself that everybody, every writer, goes through it, and that it’s only the ones who persevere who ever succeed. But it doesn’t make it any easier, not really. I do still have faith in my book, mind you. In fact, I reread it (or, most of it) recently and thought it was just as enjoyable as ever. It’s a book that I personally would buy in a minute if I saw it in the store. Which, actually, is what made me sit down to write it in the first place. I liked the story idea so much and nobody else had written it, so . . . clearly I needed to take matters into my own hands, right? Oh well. *I* like it, anyway. (Silly agents . . . their loss, right?)
Let’s see, what else? Well, my niece is no longer enrolled at Wilkes. (I know, that was fast.) She hated her classes, didn’t like the town or the campus, hadn’t made any friends, was incredibly lonely, showing signs of depression, and basically miserable. So, she’s now back at home, looking for a job, and will go back to school–most likely at county college, or East Stroudsburg University, which is close enough to commute to. Mom saw her and my sister today and said my niece looks happy–this was a really hard decision for her, but she is so relieved and feels so good about it, it was obviously the right one for her.
I just hope she still likes the sweater I made her….
Speaking of sweaters, though, at least Autumn Rose is coming along. I’ve got one color band done, am on the plain rows separating that from the next section. Slowly, but it is coming along. Lucky I’m not in a rush, huh?
Oh, and my new cd? Enjoying it quite a lot. Especially the title track, “Life With You.” The lyrics are great. In fact, I keep thinking about Chappy when I hear them. We have a “tradition” of having songs that “click” with our different dogs. Jilly’s was heard just after we’d lost her: N-Sync’s “God Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You.” (Yes, I know, N-Sync equals gag, but that song was good–and appropriately emotionally sappy for someone who’d just lost her dog and is emotionally-vulnerable.) Then, Katy’s was Savage Garden’s “I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You.” (Yes, I know, another boy-band, but I heard the song the day before I picked her up at the airport and the lyric was absolutely perfect. So sue me. Besides, I think their music was actually pretty good. Say what you want about boy-bands–and you can say a lot–but at least they had harmony. I do love a good tune with tight harmony….)
Anyway, Chappy, though, has been “song-less” these last six years, but I don’t know . . . these lyrics on such a catchy tune? Maybe it’s time, huh? “Every time I think about you, I think I can’t live without you. I’ll tell you something, I am nothing without you. I want to spend my life with you. Don’t want to live all alone. I can’t conceive of the years left to me without you in our home….”
And, well, the video’s pretty entertaining, too. The song’s a real toe-tapper. See? I found the video for you. And the album is available at iTunes.


Tannenbaum.
House Calls



I’m glad nothing was wrong and that the lawn guys weren’t trying to steal your yarn ;o) Your sweater is looking wonderful so far – I’m so happy for you that it seems to be the right size!
I LOVED Savage Garden in high school! So no gag-reflex here.
I wanted to tell you I saw on Martha Stewart today that your Merrell mesh shoes are machine washable, if you remove the inserts.
You’re right, that’s a pretty good song. I may have to check out that album on iTunes. Their song, ‘I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles)’ is one of my favorites.
Autumn Rose is looking lovely!
This is totally off topic, but I didn’t know how else to contact you…
My BTT comment is in your spam folder. It did the same thing last week. Can you help? I’m not spam, I promise…
Chappy is gorgeous, BTW.
Sorry about that rejection. Are these editors at least giving you feedback about what it is that isn’t working for them?
Autumn Rose is looking gorgeous. Sorry about the rejection letter. The right editor is out there waiting, I’m sure. I’m glad to hear your niece is strong enough to recognize when something isn’t working for her and then make the best decision for her needs. Too many people can’t do that, and make themselves miserable trying not to let anyone down. Best of luck to her.
Rejection sucks. I’d keep sending it out. Glad to hear Chappy has a song. That is a really catchy tune.
Lisa Scottoline (Best-selling legal thriller author) at her signings always tells the story about how she kept sending her first book out and got the rejection letter that said “We’re not buying anything new, and if we were, we wouldn’t buy this.” That book eventually sold and now she is a NYT Bestselling author, and her second book won the Edgar award, which is the highest award in mystery fiction.
Jasper Fforde wrote a book that was rejected who knows HOW many times, so…he wrote a spin-off of it. Which sold and went on to be the first book in his Thursday Next series. He now has 7 books in print, and tours worldwide. And that first book? Re-edited and portions were rewritten and it became “The Big Over Easy,” his first book in his Nursery Crimes series.
So…NEVER GIVE UP!
And I have a secret love for boybands. LOL As cheezy as some of their songs were, bands like N’Sync had quite a bit of talent. N’Sync does an a capella version of “O Holy Night” that is spectacular.
Glad the alarm was a false one. Sorry to hear about the rejection too. Hang in there! Have you thought about self-publishing?
Oh my! Glad to know everything was ok at the house. Wouldn’t want anyone to try and steal Chappy!!! I know rejection stinks. Hang tough and don’t give up. All it takes is one person to see it and want to publish it right away because they love it as much as you. Love Atumn Rose! You may think it’s going slowly because you are the one knitting it, but every time I see a pic it defintely shows good progress. Keep it up!!
Autumn Rose is gorgeous so far!
Boy Autumn Rose is going to be gorgeous!
Aw, poor Chappy. Kayo hates that sort of stuff too. I sometimes wish we could get noise cancelling headphones for our dog.
Sorry about the rejection letter. They’re never any fun, even knowing that every writer gets them.
just wanted to pop in and say how gorgeous Autumn Rose is. I am wanting to make that one too (as soon as my hand heals) Are you finding that the sizing on it is correct?
Sorry about the rejection letter – don’t give up. Just remember that many of the great authors were rejected a bunch of times before someone snatched them up and made them famous!
Hmm, any way Chappy could’ve set off the alarm?! Sounds like your niece made a hard choice – but oh so much better to do that than to suffer quietly and get really depressed.